Niall Bradley is a software engineer from Cork, Ireland.
He writes poetry and prose with a particular interest in fantasy, science-fiction, and scientific themes.
Backdrop
My mother would always tell me
that I shouldn’t confuse lightening with light
while black clouds washed over my country
like a raindrop on a windshield
I’d count the seconds between flash and bang
and she’d scowl
and she’d ask if I wanted it farther or nearer
and I’d say
that “lightening to me
was what I wanted life to be
furious and hot
precise and strange”
though perhaps in not so many words
and then the thunder would clap
and echo
I’d be in awe of its rumble
without noticing how it faded
or how the clouds then shattered against the sunlight
breaking through and glaring our windows
feeding the hungry grass
green streaks, glossy with rain
I didn’t think I’d mix them up
sunlight, to me, was something else
if it was anything at all.
uncaring and individual
scattershot and significant
actual and affecting.
are not the words I would’ve used
“useful”, is what I’d say
a backdrop for other things
like walking on the garden grass with mother
she’d feel the sunlight like she’d learned to do
she’d say her life had been a hot streak
drowned out by the storm around her
and mine would be the same
all the while the light would be there
a backdrop for other things