Angela McCabe – Three Poems

Angela McCabe has worked as a Neuropsychologist. She is the 2016 winner of the Listowel Poetry Collection Competition. Several of her short stories and poems have won prizes and have appeared in various anthologies. Angela has written screen plays and made an award winning short movie and does Performance Art.
She leads cross-border women’s writing groups. Her third poetry book will be complete by the end of 2017.


Comfort

Mother’s
old shoes fit
now,
My feet
have spread.
I wear them
in the garden.
Carpet roses
bloom,
hot pink
like the dress
I wore at
Ladies Night,
hanging
year after year
in the wardrobe
knowing it will never
be worn again,
too tight,
aging spots
on my skin.

Everything
Bought
for comfort.
Clearing
the house,
downsizing.

Watching sunsets
over the hills.
Contemplating
the other side
of the mountain


Alone

Ancestors stood in the meadow
watching fire burn down the home place.
A freak accident.

Faces of family reflected
in pools of black water
Pulling me down. I almost drowned.

Dreams of women in summer frocks
cooling cakes by open windows.
Men making hay. Living through war.

The name of the house is gone,
‘Lisnaree.’ The name blows through
the azaleas I grow here in Lahard.

Begonias, geraniums and violas
talk to one another
of my mother’s green fingers.

Mine went blue with grief,
almost turned black.
After a time the forest flame

whispered:
‘Floral curtains,
bedspreads to match

sewn with those green fingers,
smell her blue roses in the china vase,
pick some ‘Star of Bethlehem,’

The one she planted for you.’


Build Again

I dream of two houses
on the south facing slope of a mountain.

Daughter will live in the main house,
children learning from wind patterns, nature.

Tibetan rugs, a shrine room,
butter lamps and teas of every kind.

Kitchen brimming with vegetables, walnuts,
apples, pine cones piled like pineapples.

My house will have log walls, a slanted roof,
yellow, cream and blue.

No doorbell, no kids selling tickets,
the grandchildren coming to play and pick wild flowers.

Between us a pagoda for burning
pine and cypress twigs, prayer wheels turning clockwise.

A sheep skull at one front door, a horse skull at the other
to keep away demons.

Two Abyssinian cats and a Siberian Husky
in the study as I keep a fire going round the clock.

The Lama will bless the buildings, circling them twice,
casting handfuls of rice in all directions.

I will weave, make clothes, cushions
and hang prayer flags out at New Year.

You will sleep next to me under cotton sheets
and wool blankets. We will write stories

to fill books on the oak roller desk.

 

 

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3 Responses to Angela McCabe – Three Poems

  1. C.J. Black says:

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  2. Ah summer frocks !!..what a lovely evocative poem, brilliant 🙂 am thinking of my gran and her seed cake ….

  3. Kunal Roy says:

    My personal favourite is ‘Comfort’ as it emphasizes on self reflection with repetition and the repetition paints the irony or the longing of a wish of how things could go back the way they were. I also like alone but Comfort is my personal favourite as with its style and repetitiveness creates the imagery of mood and tension.

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