Robert Breen, a Boston firefighter first published in The Harvard Summer Review, and the Communion Arts Journal (Australia), Boston Literary Magazine, and The Big Table Publishing Company— three books including his most recent The Light of Civil Day. His poetry will be published in next issue Lapwing Publications. Awards: Margaret F. Tripp Poetry Award, U.S. House Certificate of Special Congressional Recognition and 2025 Honoree as Irish American Echo Heroes Award. Seamus Heaney’s poem Helmet in District and Circles immortalized Breen’s heroism and sacrifice. His numerous correspondences with Heaney reside at Emory University’s Rose Library. He lives in Brunswick, Maine, USA.
A Meadow Song
When we exist death is not
and when death exists we are not—Epicurus
I
O music of any genre whose beauty—
awakens me, whose purity drifts like vapor
off melting snow into the ether,
recalling youthful nights I placed
a small transistor radio on my pillow
comforting my restlessness to sleep—
sing to me of waking to that kitchen table
where bread, but never roses acquired a place
though dandelions did—those I picked
glisten amid vacant lots cracked
in the fractured remains of foundations
with scattered bits of broken glass
and crabgrass patches—Coo woo,
coo-woo of pigeons perched everywhere,
though old timers talked of flocks
so great their wings blocked the sun.
Please sing my mother often asked,
sing Fly Me to the Moon.
A tune I later sang with others
in taprooms, where I began to identify
even more with harmony’s sway
as occasional drinks were sent my way—
as the Cape Cod bartender told our crowd.
He keeps singing, I’ll keep sending the beer.
Of course our crooning moved to dance,
space-time still alive in memory, complex twisters,
scattering amplitudes, unfolding, whirling
as is one in the symmetry of our rhythms.
II
When I remember singing and dancing
I think of us as waves of excitation rippling ashore
in rosa rugosa patterns I simulate walking a meadow
surrounded by woods full of wild florae,
hearing songbirds knowing
how we all blend in the cosmic flow—
a precise hologram fluctuating
with the power of observation
in this universal jubilation,
everything a motif for our existence,
aware of our brief solos in a melody
of always was and always will be symphony,
our birth’s interstellar as any we share
with utopia’s choir in a performance
as grand as DNA’s Golden Rule spiraling
with the same molecular structure as galaxies—
a bewildering conceptual cycle pointing
the way to Penrose’s sacred geometry—
the infinite becomes finite. So please
sing to me of Pherecydes who proposed
souls’ immortality and his apprentice Pythagoras
who heard music in the celestial sphere
calling to us here, where we dance as particles,
and where we dance like waves.
III
Eliot pens his auditory imagination that we strive
to transcend our temporal and everlasting existence.
If all time is eternally present.
All time is unredeemable.
His tension of present time leads me to a spiritual door
I open to find an abstract treasury with his mystical rose.
A scamp like me taking comfort in the master’s brilliancy.
I know little to nothing of winning the day—
except a bell may toll, a flame may incinerate,
or an epitaph might be inscribed on stone.
IV
Knowing every day is its own eternity,
a little sadness fills me at sundown
before watching galaxies full of starlight
like meadows of paintbrush, daisies and wild roses
all chorusing the past is present as I celebrate
what gives me pause to comprehend I am
no antithesis to any of this—so believing or not
in an afterlife is calming—to realize my single
lupine in the field is one among many
decaying from the moment it blooms.
So let me value my time in this eon
and realize an all-encompassing opus knows my note.
The Enchanted Cottage
With liberty and justice for all—Francis Bellamy
Patrick Pearse’s timeless thatched roof,
whitewashed walls and elegant green door appears
on a bluff emitting a yank’s dream of kinsfolk—
a captivating scene with a white horse grazing,
appears as if Beowulf’s
fairy-smith crafted this vista.
Overlooking Eileabhrach Loch’s silverish water,
tranquility flows through us—if only Dagda could stay
this bliss, let stories, poetry, and music spring
from Connemara’s lakes and mountains,
written and spoken in ageless Sean Ghaeilge.
As we honor Patrick’s fight for Irish independence,
imagining him with Emmett and Wolf Tone—
in the Land of Youth enjoying the rewards of martyrdom,
as the world’s new wars recall your poem,
Mother, mourning the ancient blood sacrifice.
After the Easter uprising and executions,
when Black & Tan arson scorched the interior—
his sisters’ love rose like a phoenix
to rebuild the cottage where we stand,
listening to its whispers of freedom
as the globe keeps teetering
on a precipice of never-ending
blood-shed seen on five continents—
the poet’s country name interchangeable
with any other nation under tyranny—
Ireland unfree will never be at peace, nor will we—
fools scorning our neighbors or obey false prophets.
Let us resist and emerge from wars’ fog
to see a harmonious mist embracing this Irish cottage.
Ribbonism
I am Australian, I knew my name
and ancestors were Irish—Thomas Keneally
Under a sliver moon do you hear what I hear?
I understand little of my turbulent journey,
with every step I’m left with only questions.
Irish monks saving books, as with The Republic—
speaks of gods, justice as Socrate’s beliefs
collide with status-quo; he drinks a cup of grief.
Ireland’s barefoot peasants whipped
into ditches make way for the landlord’s carriage,
an oppressor with his right of droit de seigneur.
A hush-hush society begins with a bit of green cloth
blooming through a buttonhole, a growth denoting
a hereditary faith in wisdom within the want.
A three-leaf-clover, a St. Patrick metaphor
venerated by all the Irish, morphs
into hate through a monarchy exploitation.
Turning up with a green-ribboned collar,
placing withered hands in your pockets,
just trying to breathe free is declared illegal.
Landlords’ unspeakable immorality of genocide,
engineering a famine, homelessness, forcing
thievery to avoid starvation and the bitter cold.
The ribbon and theft draw seven years of hard labor,
to raise a surplus population in exile, chained
below deck on a 140-day voyage to Australia.
Under godless sky, a floating witness to cruelty,
convicts whipped by freezing then scorching winds
kept alive under maritime laws, for hard labor.
Fortunate prisoners were assigned to estates
to care for cattle and sheep, appeasing
the endless need for wool and mutton in London.
Those convicted of serious crimes with a life
sentence were given over to the road gangs,
becoming bestial in chains, mutinies punished
with four cracks of a whip, enough to break
the skin: Riley received one hundred lashes,
for saying, OH my God, a hundred more for smiling.
Today do you hear what I hear, a new they
barely concealing hatred with masks and lies
justifying murder, terrorizing, and lawlessness.
these assumed lawmen in perpetuate—
I understand little of our turbulent journey
with every step I’m left with only questions.
The Long Haul
Odysseus knees quaked, his spirit too;
numb with fear he spoke to his own great heart:
Wretched man—what becomes of me now, at last? —Homer
Boats hauled-out to solid ground stand for repair,
at ease between battened-down coastal homes,
relieved from a season of hammering seas.
Time-honored traditions of setting steel-traps,
casting heavy nets, baiting lines, still chart lives.
Children of these seafarers still learn to read omens
of Poseidon’s jealous rage on blue oceans.
Widow-walks, relics kept repaired from harsh weather
abandoned by pacing feet, replaced by texting.
Coastal candle power long since snuffed,
antiquated lighthouses replaced by satellites’
waypoints, the new version of “red right return,”
but modern technology can’t always save them
from the seas’ increasing gales.
The faithful will stay courageous,
but only a fool wouldn’t fear a ten-foot swell;
young mariners still bond with Odysseus,
their ancestors, those they sweat with—
and me, although they don’t know it,
as the ocean ripples beneath my pebbled feet,
as gulls stalled above a trawler
awaken forlong memories
as dangerous as the maritime—fighting fires,
harrowing rescues, building collapse—
we smoke-eaters may as well be at sea
facing countless line-of-duty deaths.
Nobody, should ever drown, but reach
a gentle painless death, far from the sea.
I give way to thoughts of those capsized,
who survive a rogue wave taking the rest,
risk their lives for something unexplainable.
Forever dry-docked, my gear outlawed—
leather helmet, rubber coat, hip boots
from a bygone era collect dust—
if I returned to work I’d be unrecognizable
to the new AI generation on the job.
Spending vintage winters of my hermitage
remembering lifesaving calls in frigid weather
in quiet interludes, nightfall warmed by a hearth fire,
casting moving light on blackened brick.
Yet I roost as if on watch in a crow’s nest,
holding tight above squall-tossed decks below,
too choked-up to voice my taking
a last clear-eyed look longing for Ithaca,
my youthful trials behind me—
scars and sorrows still storm my shore,
as I whisper Mea-culpa, into the tempest
for those I’ve failed to love enough.